Sunday, 13 December 2015

IMPERFECT ME

One day while I was having my tea with my friend in the evening I was wondering something, he asked me what are you always thinking whenever you are free and why don’t you talk much, then I replied to him that I am confused what to do for myself, I am studying properly, I am participating in every competition, I am working in committees, I have people to talk with still why am I not happy for myself????
That was a big question for me, then my friend replied what do you love to do, or what makes you happy?? What is your passion that drives you away….?? Then I replied him that I love to write…..but……this but was a big question mark on my way, what was that but…… it was my low confidence in me of not doing what I want to do. And I always had a fear in my mind that I am not that good in vocabulary and I face problem in using jargon's when I write something.  then my friend told me that if you think so much about what you can’t do you will never be able to implement it in your life and at the end nothing will be left but it will be your regret that you didn’t even started…….so I decided to write my first blog dedicated to myself only….
So I would start it by telling about myself, I am a cute girl with a sweet smile….. I love to laugh, enjoy, be with my friends, eat tasty food, do my work, listen songs, party and the most important thing that every girl like is doing shopping which is my favourite, when I see the brands like Levis, Allen Solly, jimmy Choo, Gucci I am unable to stop myself looking at the brand but at the end what satisfies me is street shopping where you can bargain, have everything in your budget and you have the latest fashion with you…. I am an introvert person but I think I am extrovert as when the situation demands I be like that, for me what matters is my parents at the end of the day after my hard work, studying and doing projects.

Sometimes I think how wonderful was life when we were small and after growing up everything changed, there are lots of competitions, hard work, sacrifice which you need to do to earn something, at this stage what may attract you may be big things which you dream about and so what comes to my mind is yes……. One day I will have all….my life will be like billionaires but at the end of the day I would love to see my loving ones happy and have good time, food with them and a sound sleep which reminds me that everyone is with me, there are many good people who are there for us and the bad people whom we met will also change with the good in this world.  So what is most important is be happy, live life on your own circumstances and never give up, if you fall… stand and rise each day for yourself and for whom you love as no one is perfect and no one is born to be perfect, we have certain challenges and weakness in our life which we have to overcome. So its me imperfect but still happy, motivated, loved………(continues)

1 comment:

  1. beautifully written, i loved every bit of your blog :D

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